A Look Into My Real Life

Hi! I’m Amberly. I’m a wife, mom of three, and work in the entertainment industry. Yeah, my life is a little different, but I’m more than okay with that. If you fit the description of “slightly” anxiety ridden, feel like you can’t keep up, mom guilt all the time, or come from any type of trauma, family issues, and so on, you’ll fit right in! I’m all about overcoming and working through that shit. We all have a history. We all have had bad things happen in our lives. That will never be an excuse to be a bad person or bad parent in my book.

I’ve always heard about blogging, but never looked into it. I love reading and writing and am currently working on a book. Needless to say, I looked into it, and here I am. To say the least, I’ve had well over my fair share of misfortunes thrown at me in my short 29 years of life. It’s never good to keep things bottled inside, so this is one of my therapies. I’m pretty sure at the same time, I won’t feel so alone in what I still go through today due to major trauma, PTSD, anxiety, ADHD from hell, and so on.

I’m still learning how all of this works, but I will be blogging often on a variety of things. My life story that’s been hidden for years will come out. I feel very strongly when it comes to child abuse for damn good reasons. I can’t stress enough how important and POSSIBLE it is to break generational curses. Of course, what a lot of this leads up to is mental health. I became a widow at 27 years old due to suicide in front of me. The TRUTH of that will come out here as well.

I know many people have “dysfunctional” families. That’s almost normal at this point. I’ve never been able to fully get it out in words in how I would describe what I came from. As much as my “childhood” still affects my life today, I’m still thankful. Yes, it still pisses me off sometimes. At the end of the day, what would I have become had none of this happened to me? I’ve seen first hand the affect it could have had on me. I will ALWAYS be thankful for being shown exactly what NOT to do.

I do my best to keep a positive outlook. That gets to be difficult at times, as we all know. It’s all about perception, and I fully believe that mindset is EVERYTHING!

I’ve recently made a new Instagram account. You can follow me at http://www.instagram.com/ajaide22